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Sep. 17th, 2017 07:05 pm
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Where I am at is a weird place. Trying to watch Teb wrap his head around everything is sometimes very hard to do. He has been having a really hard time dealing with school, and the after care program. I went off on him when his dad told me he is about to get expelled from the after care program for the whole year. But he made it through a week and there is a backup plan in place.

Still want to see C, still not sure if I will. He is in the middle of a real storm and pretty much ignores everything else. That means I need to be patient. We all know how good I am at that.

Still, if I can manage, I think it will be good for me. The sexual frustration is really getting to me, though. I need to find an outlet that isn't sex. Again, not working out so great for me at the moment.

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Sep. 7th, 2017 06:15 pm
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This day has not gone as I was hoping. I was just thinking, as well, that everything is sucking right now, except that Teb is Donna really well in his new school.

I spoke too soon. Today I had to go pick him up because he told them he's going to kill himself before he grows up. And he has a plan. So now we are sat in an emergency room and have been for hours, waiting to talk to a social worker to find out if they think we should take him seriously or if he is better manipulative.

I am exhausted. There doesn't appear to be an end in sight because we have been sat here since like 3pm. I am worried if more crap like this happens, I could lose my job. I can't afford that. And Brent is where he usually is - not here.


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